Confusion

Met my buddy, Thai Sing today to pray after my Heart Cardiac. He fetched me by his motorcycle under my block. It took less than 20 minutes from my house to the temple at Simpang Bedok.

After our praying, we went back to ITE College East to visit our Class Adviser, Mr. Choon Kim Fook. Talked with him about 30 to 40 minutes and we head to Cafeteria 1, Food Haven to have our tea break. On our way, we felt hungry. So we went to Bedok Block 85 Market for early. Next after dinner, we went to Tampines Mall. I accompanied him to buy his Christmas present.

Then he fetch me home and we have a long chat under my block as he also wanted to rest. In between conversation, we were chatting about my next gathering. So he called 1 of my friends bring along her girl friends along if she comes as I am finding girl friend, also can introduce to me. What hurt me the most is whereby, she told my buddy that all her friend is direct/materialistic. Which means that none of her friends will like me.

I just wondering, am I so ugly? Am I so useless? Yet until now, I do not know what's my standard and how do girls really look at me. Maybe sometime, I just have to admit I am ugly and useless..

Male and female friends who are reading this, kindly tell me where do I stand and am I really a SHIT to a girl?

Heart Cardiac @ NUH

Woke up 0900, leave house at 0930 to Bedok MRT and reached Dover MRT at 1025. Took the NUH Main Building shuttle bus located opposite Singapore Polytechnic's taxi stand. Reached my destination, Cardiac clinic at 1045.

First medical appointment is Echo which took about 30 to 45 minutes. The doctor used a some sort of instrument and press real hard on my chest to check on my heart. On the screen itself, I can really see my heard pumping. Right after the result, the Nurse took the screening sheet. She asked me: "Assuming there's a hole in my heart after the Echo, what will I do?" I answered her: "I have no idea."

Second medical appointment is Treadmill. Actually my second appointment supposed to be at 1400, however the Nurse help me push forward after my Echo ended as she said it's wasting my time. Thank you Nurse. During my Treadmill, I finished all the 5 Stages. 1st 3 Stages are meant to walk fast. Last 2 Stages are running where they check my blood pressure.

Leave NUH at 1225 and took a cab home as I was too tired. Last but not least, my result will be shown on next Wednesday, 23 December 2009.

*Right after the result, the Nurse took the screening sheet. She asked me: "Assuming there's a hole in my heart after the Echo, what will I do?" I answered her: "I have no idea." Am I really going to suffer..*

Earthquake By Little Boots

I can remember days
Things wern't always this way
I used to make you smile
If only for a while
But now you can't get through
There's know way I can lose
I know some days are hard
But don't you make mine to

Cos I can't stand it when you come home
And we just fight for hours
But I won't show it
No I just hold my breath and keep things quite

Every little earthquake
Every little heartbreak
Going unheard
Every little land slide
Catch it in my hand
I wont say a word
Every time you hurt me
I know that's it's working
Making you mine
Every clap of thunder
Only makes me stronger
On the inside

How many countless nights
I try me best to hide
Soon as you slam the door
My tears fall to the floor
I know that people change
Maybe your not to blame
But must you burn a hole
So deep into my soul
Cos I can't stand it when you come home
And we just fight for hours
But I won't show it
No I'll just hold my breathe and keep thing quiet

Every little earthquake
Every little heartbreak
Going unheard
Every little land slide
Catch it in my hand
I wont say a word
Every time you hurt me
I know that's it's working
Making you mine
Every clap of thunder
Only makes me stronger
On the inside

Every little earthquake
Every little heartbreak
Every little land slide
Catch it in my hand x3

Every little earthquake
Every little heartbreak
Going unheard
Every little landslide
Catch it in my hand
I wont say a word
Every time you hurt me
I know that's it's working
Making you mine
Every clap of thunder
Only makes me stronger
On the inside

Every little earthquake
Every little heartbreak
Every little landslide
Catch it in my hand x2